Anonymous asked: If drugs are so bad, then why do you touch yourself?
pfft, why not?
Anonymous asked: I was typing a message, and you came in my room and stabbed me.
Are you sure it was me? because if so, then meth is one helluva drug.
no but really, drugs are bad, mmk.
Anonymous asked: I started to message you, and i ended up punching myself in the face. Won't hurt, indeed.
I said I wouldn’t hurt you. Any other pain experienced is an unfortunate side effect that is in no way my doing. :P
Day 4- 7 things that cross my mind a lot
The Future- I often find myself afraid of the future. I don’t want to know what will happen if I lose another friend, or if I end up not doing what I love.
The Past- I fucked up a lot in the past.
Music- I plan to make a living playing music, so this is an easy one.
Video games- I play videogames waaaayyyyyyy too much
My friends- Shouldn’t have to explain this one.
What people think of me- I hate being self conscious
Death- yeahhh…
Day 3- 8 Ways to Win my Heart
1. Be unique without being annoying.
2. Be cute and adorable.
3. Help me whenever I need help
4. Make me feel needed.
5. Have an awesome taste in music.
6. Have similar interests
7. Make time for me even if you’re busy.
8. Be beautiful, both on the inside and outside.
Day 2: 9 things about myself
1. My friend Killian is the only friend from elementary school that I’ve kept.
2. I play guitar
3. I was diagnosed with depression 3 years ago.
4. Jealousy is a huge weakness for me.
5. Love is another one.
6. I’m lonely.
7. A lot of people hate me.
8. Music the only thing that consistently makes me happy.
9. I want a cute girlfriend that loves me.
Day One- Ten Things You Want To Say To Ten Different People
1. Lauren: I miss you. When you left me, I completely stopped trusting people. I fucked up, and I miss you. Even though you just considered me your friend, I loved you. When I see you, a part of me is hoping for you to come up to me and say that you miss me too, but the rest of me knows that it would never happen.
2. Kano: Move back to burbank :(. School sucks and is boring and you would make it suck less and be less boring.
3. Ronnie: I feel like when we talk about my depression, you try to act as if you know a lot more than me, and I find that insulting. Also fuck you for making the decision to stop hanging out with me. Talking strictly over the internet sucks and I miss you.
4. Danny: You mooch off of people so much it’s fucking ridiculous.
5. Evan: You’re cool, but you’re kindof a huge douchebag when you don’t want to talk.
6. Jacob: Stop lying. Seriously. Or at least if you keep lying, make them believable. Nobody believes you, and in our group you have a known reputation for making up ridiculous stories.
7. Andrew: I want to smoke with you right now. omg I need this I’ve been so shitty lately. Plus you’re funny lol.
8. Killian: You so silly. But really, you’re so over the top and stupid it’s hilarious. You can be annoying sometimes, but I’d have to be really irritated.
9. Almost everyone at my school: Many things, first of all, stop talking LOUDLY about how you’re going to get high or drunk or crossfaded or some shit. NOBODY CARES. Second, being a douchebag isn’t cool. It’s well, douchey. I could go on, but I don’t want to end up typing 20 things.
10. Me: Stop fucking shit up. Seriously, you could’ve been so fucking happy but you fucked up royal. what the fuck, me.
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“So, dear, no matter how we part, I hold you sweetly in my head.
And if I do not miss a part of you, a part of me is dead.
If I can’t love you as a lover, I will love you as a friend.
And I will lay a bed before you; keep you safe until the end.”
Anonymous asked: depression vs cancer is a terrible analogy, depression can be helped by taking simple medication, and can be cured by happiness. cancer is a fucking terminal illness that actually is killing you and doesnt have many successful cures.
Yeah that wasn’t really thought out very well on my part, I was just annoyed and wanted to make a point.
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